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Today my mom called back the mother of an ex friend, Cricket, to talk about an issue that her mother had hinted about in their last phone call. A certain friend who had not only eagerly listened to my Cricket bashing, but joined in on the fun decided to be a good samaritan and tell Cricket everything that I had said. What's funny is that before Cricket and I stopped being friends, Cricket thought that person was an annoying tag-a-long and only befriended her, after she found herself hard up for friends! If you're that person then please do realize that you're pathetic for acting so virtuous, while you secretly enjoy gossiping with the rest of us vermin. I don't hate you and I'll still act cordially towards you, but don't expect for us to ever be buddy-buddy again. I don't care that Cricket knows what I think of her, but I do care that she ran to her mommy and my mother was notified about it. My actions are juvenile, but this is not junior high. If she had an issue with me, she should have said so to my face. I talk behind her back, because while I wish remain distant from her, I'm still a catty bitch who happens to find amusement in her flaws. I don't like confrontation, but I would definitely prefer it over having a lecture from my mother in the future. Tell Cricket to stop acting like a pity case and solve her own damn problems!

I'm in such a shitty mood right now!
I'm finishing a group presentation by myself!
My dad keeps trying to add his poems and pictures to it. He should atleast pay me for promoting them.
I haven't slept in over 24 hours, because of this project.
I want to punch Ashlee and Jessica Simpson in their faces(thanks ONTD).

Idk why the hell I'm still up. I didn't get much sleep last night and my friend said that I fell out of her little brother's bed on my knee and today I've been feeling it. Shitty run on sentences. I was sleeping in her brother's bed, because her and her fiancee were fucking. This morning I woke up feeling sick from last night and her little brother asks me if I want to play a video game like 3 times and each time I tell him that I feel sick. Sooo he picks out "Simpson's Hit and Run" or whatever and narrorates the entire game. He's a kid so I guess it's cool. I'm feeling all pissed though because my friend and her fiancee went to the store with MY money to buy Jager, but a billion hours later (they prlly fucked) they show up with MOTHER FUCKING BEER that she knows I hate and said "Oh well you didn't have enough for Jager." Why didn't you call me? Would it be a buzzkill for your romantic getaway in the backseat? That was Christmas money and I'm ALWAYS listening to you complaining that you don't have money. So that was pretty crappy. Another thing that was crappy is that we went to the mall and I didn't end up buying my parents something because I thought I was getting Jager and I put up with them latching onto each other like a mother penguin and her damn baby!!! Are you going to regurgitate food into each other's mouths too? The cherry ontop of this shit storm of a sundae is that while I was drunk, I must have lost my purse, which happened to have my digital camera and phone charger in it. Stupid on my account, but I take my camera everywhere. I tell her and she's like "OMG ok don't worry we will find it" and then goes back to her fiancee in bed. Presumably they fucked. I love her, but I get tired of the way she is with him. She's giving up her dog that she loves, because he hates it. She's getting something pierced, because he wants it. Why doesn't he get a Prince Albert? God damn, that's the thing about alot of girls. When they have boyfriends, they change and there's nothing in the world for them but the one they're with. It's so annoying. It's ok to have hobbys and other friends and an actual friggin life!I've been like that before, but I've changed, I actually like having a life. Sorry, I'm pissed and I want my damn money back!

http://gallery.mobile9.com/f/9757/#download

Not as creepy as in the trailor, but still effective. I still haven't seen the movie and the shitty Hollywood remake is going to be released 2007. Grrr.

I woke up with the roosters today, so I could use the high speed internet at my mom's work. I can listen to music on this computer and watch some media. Her work's cyber restrictions are fucking tight though. I wouldn't be suprised if they blocked google. It smells like mesquite her yech. I found some wierd stuff a few weeks ago while antiqueing with Cricket....

Why the hell would someone buy something like that?

I don't know how I feel about the pic below? I look David Guest/Micheal Jackson wierd, but I love the paint color in the background.

It's a lazy Sunday evening and so I will make this short and simple (or boring). Some Survivor marathon is showing tonight in, Cold Case's viewing slot. I hate shows like Survivor. I wouldn't lose too much sleep if all of the self-centered idiots on that show got skin cancer.

I'm barely one level above those pet owners that kiss their animals on the mouths and dress them up for Holidays.